Whoever said

that working with children is good birth control -- was lying. Today was a good day. Among the daily rough struggles of having a two and half year old whining about everything they can whine about and a baby crying every time you step away for a second, it was still a good day. The highlight being after bath when it was time to rock the baby before bed and Jax quietly picked up the nursery and then laid down on my legs and rocked with us! What a precious moment. Brought me to tears. I can not wait for my own moment like that!

And then

I went to a party last night. It was so much fun. We had a cake off. Our decorating theme was Edward Scissor hands and we won! Yay~!


The boys are playing video games. I am going to watch tv in the bed room after I get some koolaid.


Blehh not in a bloggy mood.

Hardly
am
any
more.

McLeod's Daughters.

Yep, pretty much the best show I have ever seen!! I am on the fifth season finally. :)

Hmmph

Welp, today was very productive. I woke up at 8:25 or so--got out of bed shortly after. Jumped into some clothes and went to get spark plug stuff so Shane could change them in the new car. When we got back and he was working on the car I cleared out my flower bed so here in the next week or so I can finally plant my flowers :). Then we drove to NE columbia just for a drive --- the car had to be driven or something for 30miles at the least. I bought a new game for my ds...hello kitty. :) We then came back home and did a whole lot of nothing 'til Shane went to bed. THEN I went out to get a few things we needed and gas for him. After I got home I cleaned up. *More cleaning than I have done in the past month probably * Shortly after I attempted to clean the bathroom Shawn text me needing a ride home--so off to NE I went again. While over there I got buckstars and gas for myself. Got home and made an amazing chicken dinner--super easy and probably going to hit my list of favorites! (Simple chicken breasts with taco seasoning for 30 mins *cooked at 350* then add salsa over the top for thirty. VERY tasty. I added cheese. I'm sure it'd be great with a side of beans or dirty rice. We're having veggies.)



Today, in my home town a lady died in a car wreck. She had four children (I believe) just like my mama. It's very shocking and I feel so awful for the children. Its a pain no one can ever heal or take away from you. The severity of losing a parent is like chopping your heart into a million pieces. I am so so sad for their family. It hits too close to my home...I can't imagine ever going through it again, not at this age, I don't know if I could handle it. My thoughts and prayers go out to them.

Hmmph

Not a good day to blog.



When you have too much on your mind--just let it go!!

Weird Dreams

There are some things moms are good for but not dead ones. I keep having weird dreams. Dreams of messages that I don't get. Its really sending me into a spiral spinning; around and around I go. I am so effing confused. Blech.




Hmmmm.......................