Sick.

I have a cold. Or something of the sort. I really hope I get better ASAP this being under the weather is annoying. Sleep has been rather short and not very good, as I can't breathe or wake up sweating.

Yesterday; We didn't do much but Shane took some vacation days so we spent the entire day together! Did a little shopping for birthdays and for us. We got a new straightener--and its just as good as my $125.00 one. YES, I got ripped off--a year ago ceramic straighteners weren't very up and up--very new and very ripped off. Ugh! Meh, I'll chalk off my loss and just go on happy that I had the experience to begin with.

Today; I just woke up and had some breakfast. Am having trouble keeping my voice and am in need of getting ready for work. I bought some green tea with lemon awhile back and finally got around to opening the box this morning. I am quite pleased.

Sicker Than A Dog.

Whoa! So glad that things around my body have cleared up. Ew! I was so sick. Much much better now and 10lbs lighter!

Today I spent a lovely day with my lovely, all the while recovering from sickness. We didn't do much, got out for a walk and played some scrabble--I won..just for the record!!


I planned to stay home all of Friday and Saturday---which I did--but not in the circumstances I wanted.

I am excited for work tomorrow. Then Tuesday off! Shane has taken Wed. and Thurs. as vacation days so he will be home all week--pretty much!! Yay!!

Seventh Heaven

Rocks my socks.



Dear Self,
If anyone in the world has will power that you believe in, you know it is yourself. You have risen from a whole lot of nothing and can do anything. Stop seeking your happiness that is right in front of you, give up junk food, and cook something other than chicken. Do the dishes, regardless of your reasons not to and by god spend some time with your dogs! Your hair will never be what you want it to be so you may as well accept it how it is. Same with your body. Exercise because you love it not because you need to. Wear your smile and love your life. Embrace what you have.


Always,
A very spoiled,
Very ignorant,
Very cynical,
Kylee


PS. Its okay to take breaks from the world. Turn your phone off as well as your internet and just sit around reading!

Lovely Love on Loving Love Day

Valentines day went very well. Despite having to work it was a very nice day. We spend about 6 hours rearranging our house to accommodate for the new 55inch tv and the other tv in the bedroom and then the old tv into what will is "my" room aka the spare room. I down sized a number of items and have a ton of stuff that is going to go to the thrift store. We ordered Chinese and just had a small dinner together on the couch. After we ate we ventured to target to get a few items needed for the new arrangement....a couple cables of sorts. After target I showered and we were in bed by 8:45 or so to watch a movie...We didnt make it through the movie before we had to stop it and just go to sleep. :] Guess thats what happens when you work hard all day and have been up since 10pm the night before.






After two hours of wondering where the hell my card was (at bare minimum I knew I had a card). I went to the bathroom and to my surprise I found a dozen yellow roses (like the picture below), a giant heart filled with chocolate, and the cutest Simpson card saying that Shane would love me more than his TV (no matter the size) for the rest of my life. :) Awe.

Together.

We can conquer the world.

-Bliss-

When all is said and done you know you have found the one when you feel the flutters from within when someone mentions his name or when he walks in the room and no matter what mood you are in, everything gets lighter and your spinning world stops. One time I made a comment to one of my very good friends that being in love isn't all butterflies and fun...and in the next sentence I wish I could have retracted that statement. What made me say that? Am I crazy? (The answer to that is yes.) Maybe I had just had some issues with the boy or something... I never really take time to embrace what I feel. With every fiber of my being he is my world. Often times I get so caught up in work and life that I don't stop to admire the greatest gift I have been given. A permanent pain in my ass and a shattered heart every time he is in pain.

To really be in love one must feel it from everywhere. I run my fingers over my keyboard and wish I were on his computer. To touch where his fingers were a few short minutes ago. Even though he has gone to the place where he will sit for 8 hours to pay the bills, I have a sudden pain until he returns.


For a few weeks now I have really had to take a hard look at life. Dear John helped me a lot. Who knew that one would have to work so hard to stay in love and not lose that fiery passion? I guess you hear people talk about it, but really have to experience it for yourself.


Take a walk. Find cloud nine.

Dumples

I am so exhausted. I don't know what the hell is going on but I am tired. SOO SOO tired. Hope I am not getting sick. Shane has been sick the last week. Last night he was sweating so bad! Gross!!

Dang here I go crying for absolutely no reason. Guess I better get a hold of myself. This is stupid. Damn hormones.



Work went well today. Glad it was only a short day..due to not wanting to get out of bed and trying to hurry back to it. I slept for four hours and am still yawning.

The baby is going to be walking before we know it. And mr. terrible two's is hitting them rather hard. After evaluating the age two I have found that maybe its only the toddle trying to develop and find the person of whom they are supposed to be? Kinda like a searching 13 year old. Why you have to be rebellious in these stages in life--I don't know--but it's easier to respect the misbehaving child when I think about how he/she just needs to find them self.


I am rather excited about having a girls night tomorrow.:) Yay! I bought my Dear John ticket last night....now that I am still sitting here crying over NOTHING I may regret my decision..haha guess I better get my kleenex.